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Thursday, May 18, 2006
so like no one ever seems to give me a chance when it comes to dating...it just gets old after a while, ya know? and when i try to mention hangin out with some people, it totally freaks them out...wtf? i am like so harmless its ridiculous...its bullshit, im sick of being all by myself and i just want to not be here right now...once i think things might possibly be going my way...nope...atleast im used to it...and the pistons might as well lose tomorrow too...
i think you all know im frusterated...so this isnt really news to anyone...not sure why i feel like this all of a sudden again...i just want to have a life...
Sunday, March 26, 2006
so, yea...i love all the people who are my friends...i know alot of the time i say i dont have many friends...but i really do if u think of it...some people i just hang out with more than others...the thing is that most of my friends...i dont like how they live and their definition of fun...getting drunk everynight...but now i am so thankful that i have found someone who can just hang out...but still go out and have fun... :) ashley, i dont know if u read this, but i am so glad i met you...it is nice to have such an awesome person to hang out with and talk to...you are just so real and not fake like alot of people in this crazy world...can't wait to hang out again...
Tuesday, March 7, 2006
well, whats new? lets see...ive made a new friend...she is really sweet and pretty...and yea...of course, she has a boyfriend...dont they all?...the best ones have bf's...and i always seem to be the one to find them...we are hangin out tomorrow...should be fun :)
school is going really good right now...all A's...
need to make my decision for my major...
Finance? Accounting? Management?
believe it or not im leaning toward Accounting...i know i can do it...i like numbers...and i like money too...so, yea...not much is going on...spring break...i spent the entire day at a friends house just hangin out with the guys...im glad i havent just sat around and done homework the last couple days like i thought would happen...well...thats enough for now...bye!
Current mood:  calm
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever. (i stole this from ashleys lj)
i wish this was true...but its not :(
Saturday, January 21, 2006
so, tina told me today that her and her bf are back together...figures...i hate being lonely...the couple weeks i hung out with her were the most amazing weeks of my life...now its like, what do i do now? tina still isnt like every other girl out there...she is way different...but yea...she just cant get away from her bf...hope he treats her better...cuz she way deserves it...
so...yea...like i dont usually go out looking for girls...but right now, its like, tina made me feel wanted...and i want to feel like that again...i just wanna go out like on a date with someone...like if anyone has a single friend who is cute...let me know...ive never really gone out like on an actual date...so that would be fun...even if i ended up hating her...lol...but yea...right now...i guess there is a different girl somewhat in the picture...she comes and sits by me at the sem bball games for the entire time...she calls me...she has read hair...she is pretty hot...and she is a big flirt...lol...so i dunno...but she is a junior at mls...kinda young, but she doesnt act young at all...and i hate to think that i am 21...cuz i feel like im 17...for real...oh well...i need to cheer up and realize how awesome tina is and how good of a friend she can and will be...because i dont know how i could go on in life without talking to her and knowing she is there...
but seriously...if anyone wants to try to set up a date for me with one of their friends or whatever...freaking let me know...that would make me happy...see ya kids...
Current mood:  complacent
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
10:33AM
We were drawn from the weeds We were brave like soldiers Falling down under the pale moonlight You were holding to me Like a someone broken And I couldn't tell you but I'm telling you now
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart Just let me hold you so we both fall down
Fall on me Tell me everything you want me to be Forever with you forever in me Ever the same
We would stand in the wind We were free like water Flowing down Under the warmth of the sun Now it's cold and we're scared And we've both been shaken
Look at us Man, this doesn't need to be the end
Just let me hold you while you're falling apart Just let me hold you so we both fall down
Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be Forever with you Forever in me Ever the same Call on me I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me Forever it's you Forever in me Ever the same
You may need me there To carry all your weight But you're no burden I assure You tide me over With a warmth I'll not forget But I can only give you love
Fall on me tell me everything you want me to be Forever with you Forever in me Ever the same Call on me I'll be there for you and you'll be there for me Forever it's you Forever in me Ever the same
Friday, January 13, 2006
i need to make a little change from my last entry...
predicted grade for ps130: i have no freaking idea!
the first class scared the crap out of me...
but there are only 5, 3-page papers to write and thats what he calls his exams...and then an easy final...so im not going to drop it like i thought i was going to...i feel much better now...im gonna tough it out and i think i can still get an A in the class...but it might be tough...but i hear if u talk to him alot...its better and youll get help from him...
i want to hang out with tina again...i miss not being with her as much as before... im still crazy for her...if not crazier...
Current mood:  for what? i dont know...
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
so these are my classes...
English 202 : Drama (its pretty sweet actually)....projected grade: A- Biology 105B freaking boring, should be easy tho projected grade: A- Econ 151: Computer Apps...easiest class ever... '' grade: A Music 117A: gonna suck a lil cuz its 7-10 at night '' grade: A Poly Sci 130: hope its as easy as ratemyprof says... '' grade: A
so, yea...classes seem alright...havent had 2 of them yet, so we will see how they go...should be easy...thats why i took them at night...i would never take anything tough at night...but i got to see tina today for the first time in about a week and a half...so that was good...she is so beautiful...i just hope everyone works out between us, because i think i am in love with her...i just need to be confident in myself and stop acting weird the way i was today...ill be fine...i keep telling myself that...well, im off to read or something...so have a lovely school year ya'll until i update again...later kids
Current mood:  hopeful
Friday, December 23, 2005
so, yea...the semester went pretty good...and the way it ended was amazing...
i ended up getting a 3.769 GPA...its alright...i missed getting better grades in 2 classes by 1%, so that kinda sucks...if i had those 2 percent i would be up to like 3.93 or so...that kinda pisses me off...
so, yea...everybody have a great christmas...
does anyone read this?
Current mood:  cheerful
Monday, December 12, 2005
Well the countdown to the end of the semester is here...but i still have three days of hell left...well...actually just one day of hellness on thursday...thats gonna suck! oh well...
so yea, my bday was satisfying...lots of cool messages on facebook and on my phone...made me happy for once...
i spent most of the weekend playin around with my XM Radio that i got...its pretty cool and TV distracts me too much, so radio is the thing for me...
saturday my g-rents came over and we had a nice dinner and then opened some gifts...then sunday i studied for my math exam and then went out to Gengis Khan's Mongolian Grill in Midland and ate with two of my moms cousins, had a great time! and then went to their house to watch the Packers-Lions on HDTV...sweetness...
my math exam this morning sucked so bad...i just wasnt very focused and i got all worried and stuff....oh well...prolly still got an A...
i been up in my room for the last 4 hours studying for ed psych tomorrow...listening to xm...took a nap...im really tired...and hungry...
anyone can call me over xmas break if they wanna hang...anyone got any new years plans??
Monday, November 28, 2005
Well, Thanksgiving weekend...lets see what i did...
Wednesday - more tooth surgery...tons of fun...didnt do anything that day...
Thursday - went to aunt and uncles and watched the Lions get rolled, ate a crap load, played some poker, watched more football, ate more food, did some homework, and watched the apprentice...it was relaxing i suppose...stress-free...
Friday - uh...woke up, did all of my math homework while watchin Texas - A&M...didnt get showered and dressed til about 2 or 3...but it was nice to chill out like that and get work done at the same time...then i did some more work on my paper for poly sci...then at night i went out with my rents and some of their friends to Beef O'Brady's...that place rules and the chicks are hot...then went over to Kretz's...havent seen them in a while...nice to see them...
Saturday - uh...oh yea...went to my grandpas house to watch SVSU-Grand Valley on tv...depressing...that pretty much did me in for the rest of the day...we should be playing this weekend...grr! hate those damn lakers...finished my paper...
Sunday - church, football...WWE SURVIVOR SERIES...it ruled...those pyros always get my blood goin...they are so loud live its ridiculous...besides the fact it took us 4 hours to get from Midland and to our seats at the Joe Louis Arena...that was bs...im gonna write a letter and hope to get something out of it...they didnt open the doors til like 7 at the earliest and it started at 7:45...the ppv itself started at 8...anyway, they had 4 doors open for about 20,000 or so people to get in in 7:45 miutes...go thru security...it pissed me off greatly...it was crazy...we got in our seats right as it started...perfect timing actually, but still i was pissed...good show tho...got home about 2:15...woke up at 7 for class...
Yep...b-day less than 2 weeks away...nothing special...exams are the next day anyway...so im just gonna study all day...school is going to be super boring the next 2 weeks...thats a good thing tho...no work really...start working again at daycare on friday...fun...bye
Current mood:  bouncy
Saturday, November 19, 2005
i am lost right now...i just want this semester to be over...i cant stand like any of the classes...im doing good...but i just cant take much more of this...after this semester, life and classes will be so much easier....i put too much pressure on myself...and i take things too seriously when i dont do "as well as i would have liked" on an assignment...i need to learn to focus on things too...i tend to wander off into space sometimes...i feel ilke i had ADD! but then when it comes to certain things like puzzles and stuff i can sit down for hours and figure them out...anyway...hopefully i will have friends who care enough about me to do something for me for my birthday in bout 3 weeks...until i think of something brilliant to say...take 'er easy...you know i will...
Current mood:  aggravated
Wednesday, November 9, 2005
um...yea, so school is basically almost over...just 2 more papers...and one is a group paper...uh...one more exam...then finals...i have an A in Math, A- in both Ed and Ad Psych and a B+ in Political Science...hopefully i can get all those up to A's for that elusive 2nd 4.0 of my career...get pscyhed! haha
i love music right now...and i have many hot chicks in my classes...
also, got my classes for next semesrer:
english 202 economics 151 biology 105a or sumthin political science 130 music 117
Current mood:  accomplished
Friday, October 14, 2005
yea, i really dont know what to say, but ive been down alot lately...just because all i think about is homework...and i cant stand school right now...help
Saturday, October 1, 2005
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
um...yea...i have so much stuff for next week...2 exams monday, paper on tuesday, exam and a paper on thursday...fun! all while tryin to get the golf team ready for tournaments...and having to worry about playoff races in baseball and msu-michigan...oh well...last week will more than likely be the last week of craziness...unless andy makes it to states, which i hope he does cuz that would rule...there is the dude on the golf team, mark, he is on jv...he is the freaking shit, i swear...i feel like he is my little brother...he looks up to me and stuff, its funny...anyway...last day of the week for me tomorrow...yay! mls homecoming this week...should be good times friday night hangin with my fellow alumni...late
p.s. has anyone ever seen American History X? It is one fucked up movie...im not even joking...check it out if you want a reality check...
Current mood:  cranky
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Friday, September 16, 2005
thanks to jaclyn for saving my journal...she fucking rocks...yes, oh yes...
Current mood:  chipper
Thursday, September 15, 2005
my last 8 journal entries have not generated a response from anyone! so if i dont get a comment back on this one...i think im gonna delete this...cuz its fuckin pointless...i dont really have anything to write about, so u dont have anything to comment on, but yea...my life sucks, and school sucks...so leave me a comment, it doesnt matter what it says, but one comment will keep my LJ allive...thanks fuckers...
Monday, September 12, 2005
what up freaks? yea, thats all i have to say...i like the word freaks...its not meant to put anyone down, just a slang term for 'friends'...or whatever...
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